The cause of your irritation is an internal conflict. The internal conflict is caused because what you believe is true, conflicts with reality.
Doing what you’ve been doing has led you to this point of confusion that so diverges from the way things actually are. One manifested symptom of this is that you are seeing orange men, that is, you are perceiving a simplistic and wrong view of causation.
So, you ask me what you should do.
Do what you have not been doing.
Begin by educating yourself in reality, not fantasy.
Sources abound. Here’s but one, a good one backed by facts.
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