What fuelled it? I don't know. I don't consider it to be a fire you throw fuel on, the physics are a bit different. More resilient first of all, fires die easily, and more slow to grow.SpheresOfBalance wrote:Come on, you got to know where I'm going: over compensation. Often one, as they get older, over compensates, for being slighted when they were young. It's to be expected. They say that the best artists are mentally tormented souls.
You are quite bright and I have a hard time believing that you're only 21. I wonder what has fueled this in you, because by comparison, at 21 I could care less about this kind of stuff. Of course it was a different time, but I'm sure there were people like you during my time. But of course I see these differences as being largely related to our individual experiences, combined with monetary capabilities. Could it have been this isolation that you speak of? A way to count, plus opportunity, so as to fill your time and maybe to show them? I'm thinking probably. I hope you continue in your studies, and graduate college.
I used fantasy early on to immerse myself and create worlds and the like I could live in. I was very centred about my own mind and what I could create with it.
Then basically I saw the movie "Sophie's World" and that coupled with a natural leaning towards asking questions about all sorts of things and growing up in an environment with politically organized people nourished a growing body of thought that in my early teens would become more oriented towards professional philosophy with my first readings of Karl Marx at the age of 13 and later interests.
Humanism (and humane-ethics) has always been a philosophical topic that's been expressed very close about me in all sorts of ways and manners, and my mother I remember held a "club", if you can call it that, for kids where we learned about "kids in Africa" playing African music and dressing up in straw-skirts.
When I was 13 -14 or thereabouts I was convinced nobody had asked the questions that really mattered (since those answers that were there didn't seem to make enough difference in my own life) and over the next three years I grew more personally involved in making philosophy and over time developed an image of myself as one who might be able to make the difference (joking with myself I might've appeared a bit of a megalomaniac with grand ideas, but despite it being a deep passion I have no actual belief in myself as a grand master or saint, it's just fun to imagine), so I became interested in the concept of "depth" and between secondary and tertiary school I developed several ideas that came to point towards a philosophy of importance.
At the age of 14 I held my first presentation in school about philosophy where I made an analysis of society which already showed parts of my philosophy of human needs but from a Marxist-inspired perspective since that was the only one I knew to talk from.
In tertiary school and afterwards and up until now the philosophy of importance is what's been my primary concern and has evolved into a philosophy of needs which you've all seen me talk about throughout the forums.