Iwannaplato wrote: ↑Sun Aug 21, 2022 6:10 am
We have different experiences, and I think different models, so I am not sure it is worth ping ponging back and forth.
We all experience the same one sense of awareness, this self-awareness is the same for each and every one of us. But what we are aware of as a concept known, will often be different for all of us, according to what our awareness is focusing on in any given moment... so yes, our experiences are all different, but the one who is aware of all our experiences is the same for all of us.
However, the one who apparently claims to know it's own personal conceived self...as and through sensory experience, the one who knows sensation..can never be aware of it's own personal conception, this 'personal one' can never be aware of the actual moment of it's own personal conception or birth that is known as a solid person.
So the one who claims to know can only be an illusion born out of the conception known to no one. In other words, the conception of self is just an empty word, it is an empty conception appearing as a some-thing...which can only be an apparent appearance of emptiness taking the form of some conceptual physical thing known as a solid person. And since emptiness cannot be known as a solid thing, then the solid thing is all that can be known, but only as an empty concept.
There is no personal person present during it's own conception, or be aware of the birth of itself..to be able to witness it's own personal birth and claim to know that conception and birth took place. And that's the same for every personal conceived self...which again is just another empty concept.
So any claim to know the knower, or know the awareness that is knowing...is a false claim, it's an illusion.
What I have said here, makes perfect sense to me, but it may read as perfect nonsense to someone else.
For me here, I am the author of my own knowledge, so it will only make sense to me here, but this me here was never present at my own personal conception or birth. .to be able to tell myself I have been conceived and born... so all I have to work with here is the illusion of me...and this illusion is the only thing that makes sense to me here.
And that goes for everyone else, only they can make sense of their own being, no one else can do that, only they can do it.
So when someone else tells you that you are not making sense, they have absolutely no way of knowing that, because no one can make sense of another self...they can only make sense of their own sense of self, they can only know the illusion of self through direct sensory experience, known in this artifically conceived conception of themself as an illusion.
The 'I' can only know itself through the conception of the word 'I'
In reality, no 'I' was ever present to witness it's own personal conception or birth...the 'I' is an empty concept known, that can know nothing of it's conception or birth, aka existence.
'I' is known as a concept only...the 'I' that is known, is NEVER seen...the seen is only known as an illusion appearing real.
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