CHNOPS wrote: ↑Tue Aug 02, 2022 1:33 pm
So, I believe that everything is qualia, that is why there is no qualias... because everything is perception, there are no "physical things and qualias things", there are just the same kind of substance.
But this "substance", not being something, is not there.
It is, but for this very reason it is not there.
And what is not there is not itself also nothing?
As a child I happened to be seized by a melancholy, which at times became anguish for the nothing that I perceived latent behind everything.
With adulthood, however, the world became more concrete, and the sense of horror of its nullity was rarefied.
But now it's coming back, now that the intensity of life is waning.
When it happens there is always that indescribable horror.
But now it seems to me that I will be able to hypothesize at least one reason.
And the reason for that Nothing is, in my opinion, that is the confirmation of the impossibility of perceiving the true reality.
It is Being, which is not there, precisely because it is.