Immanuel Can wrote: ↑Tue Feb 23, 2021 9:39 pm
Then I think you were believing in imagination itself, not in God.
I remember imagining I had a house full of animals that I would talk to and pretend to feed them.
I would also pretend to live in a big castle with many rooms.
I would also imagine dark scary creepy things would be trying to kill me while I slept in my bed at night.
I used to believe if I swallowed certain things I shouldn't have, they would kill me, and I remember feeling afraid while waiting to die because I was so convinced that a swallowed piece of rubber from the end of my chewed pencil would indeed kill me.
I never once thought about a God though, not once.
Immanuel Can wrote: ↑Tue Feb 23, 2021 9:39 pmBut how did you come to think there could not possibly be evidence for your belief?
Because I didn't live in a castle, and I didn't have a house full of animals, and I didn't die when I swallowed a piece of rubber, nor did I die when the creepy scary dark shadows would engulf my bed sheets one night. That's why.
Immanuel Can wrote: ↑Tue Feb 23, 2021 9:39 pm It is indeed child-like for a person to believe that "I don't know" can be casually translated into "Therefore, it doesn't exist," and "Therefore, nobody else can know either." The latter two don't follow at all from the former observation, obviously.
But a child is not to know that. Adults, however, should.
All I'm saying to you, is that I do not know of any evidence for a God. I understand the word God as having meaning like
the creator and ruler of the universe and source of all moral authority; the supreme being.
But I personally cannot comprehend a supreme being, creator and a ruler of the universe as existing. The idea just doesn't make any sense to me, not anymore. Although I have tried and tried to make sense of the word God...but in the end I just had to let the idea go when my commonsense, rationale, and intelliegnce completely engulfed all of my confusions, snuffing them out for good. An Intelligence was always fighting to take a more powerful position in my head, an intelliegnce that battled constantly, until it finally took over my delusional God beliefs by knocking some proper sense into me.
I bought a bible and read in genesis that people lived 800 to 1000 years, and I was like ok, that's weird, am I supposed to understand this.
I also read that humans may be hybrids of the annunaki gods who come not from earth, but came to earth to implant their dna into us. And then I thought, that's weird, am I supposed to understand this. I do however believe that the Bible stories were written in a time when scientific discoveries had not yet evolved enough to be able to properly understand not only ourselves as humans but the world in which we lived. The bible is mostly written by humans, using their own thoughts about what they regarded as the human condition.
I also understand that once a person holds fast in their faith of their believed God - then there is no counter force or voice on earth that could ever change their mind, because their dedication to their beloved is unbreakable, and unshakable, in the sense, that according to the believer, their God is forever impossible to be ever proven not to exist.
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