WHY NOT, EXACTLY?promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am please let's just not talk about it. i still can't come to terms with my mortality and the oblivion i am bound for, even after all these years.
What DISILLUSION were/are 'you' UNDER?
WHY, EXACTLY?promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am just now in reading this thread i wuz again gripped by that dreadfully cold, pointless and hopeless feeling i get when i am forced to reflect on my death and the eternal nothingness that will follow it.
HOW COULD just thinking about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING/NO thing being, supposedly, 'crushing'?promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am i mean if u truly understand what that means dude... not just reading it but thinkin about the implications of that. it's crushing man.
The 'implications' of ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is, literally, NO 'thing'.
But 'it' is NOT a so-called 'existential sadness' NOR 'soul paralyzing' AT ALL. Well to 'me' ANYWAY. But this might just be because I KNOW what ACTUALLY HAPPENS and OCCURS. AND, 'it' is ALL VERY, VERY FAR and OPPOSITE from being 'sad' NOR 'soul paralyzing' AT ALL.promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am it's an existential sadness so heavy that its soul paralyzing, if only for that brief moment when genuinely thinking about it.
If 'you' EVER become Truly INTERESTED in FINDING OUT and DISCOVERING, or LEARNING and UNDERSTANDING what thee ACTUAL Truth here IS, EXACTLY, then what 'you' IMAGINE now will be COMPLETELY SQUASHED and FINISHED with.promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am and it sucks man. none of us can imagine much less ever want to 'not be there', somewhere, existing. even death row inmates prefer to live in a cell to nothingness.
ONLY to 'you'.
'you' can NOT 'bear' to 'think' about 'what', EXACTLY?promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am I'm bein sirius. i mean yeah we're all occupied and distracted right now posting or doing whatever, day after day... but it's comin dude. that day is comin and i just can't bear to think about it.
They can NOT even AGREE ON some 'thing' here, LET ALONE ACCEPTING, and thus BELIEVING 'it' (whatever 'it' is) IS TRUE.promethean75 wrote: ↑Wed Sep 28, 2022 2:28 am well i guess i would if i were giving an intro into existentialism course but u guys r supposed to know all this stuff. even the mannies and nicks and AJs know it, and r just being pragmatic and making pascal's wager. they don't really believe that religious stuff.