I have, perhaps a story to tell, around Socrates saying that the only true wisdom lies within knowing nothing.
For many years now, I have been trying to undermine this saying.
And trust me, when I aim for something I usually do not miss, cause I'm usually good at this.
So every day I found myself refreshed, up to the task ...and every night, I ended up with nothing (when you are really true to yourself),
hence my saying, "every night I end up having a drink and discussion with him instead".
You failed your target now? I hear you think, perhaps ...but that is all except the case,
since I wander around, dive into every fragmented solution (that is therefore never really complete trough it's fractal tendencies) and extract some possible things out of every endeavor ...like a good espresso
for something that really keeps sticking,
So,
after a while I started to wander around this as some sort of fundament, base,
and other aspects, and in the back of my mind the question kept ringing louder and louder:
I have been exploring this factor for a bit,why isn't life based more upon this principle that life is a mystery on itself?
and the other, although the same in shape, also different, and by accepting that, encourage each other towards self exploration and development, and enrichment of each other?
with an UBI frame as a somewhat stable element/resting ground, and trough this, exploring uncertainty factors as much as possible.
And what can I say, if anything, (cause I'm most of the time speechless) it's like an opening of a flower, filled with nectar, and transformation you never knew was possible to experience at times (but empirically registered fortunately).
The tragedy/downside of this, partly since this is a personal/micro experiment, based partly on an alt therapy also,
you also find your vessel disappear more and more away from the conditioned dualistic competition main field/frame and false certainties, and more importantly, the very people you are trying to help.
With the result also (at times), that to others, it's like you are speaking a new, and complete different language that others no longer can understand. It sometimes even manifests disturbing automated self defense mechanisms with others, and of course, frustration with me.
I can only describe this best with Plato's allegory of the cave really: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69F7GhASOdM
Isn't it absurd? You look and find possible answers, and by the time you get there, no one wants to hear about it cause it drives ppl nuts ...
