Dontaskme wrote: ↑Sun Aug 28, 2022 8:45 am
Dear Roy.
I guess one can have new awakenings.
Having watched and listened very carefully to your recent video postings on this forum, I definitely can see more clearly now where you are coming from in regard to the nondual message and your important point about how to end suffering. I didn't quite get it when I replied to this thread, but now I do.
Sorry I was so harsh and critical of you, in my replies to you, on your own thread topic.
It wasn't until I watched your (Commentary on Leo and Curt's discussion, by Kali the destroyer of illusion (aka: roy dopson) ) including the part 2...last night, did I realise what a load of shite I was throwing around on your thread, which I deeply and genuinely regret doing now.
Because I have had my perspective changed, just by seeing you in real personage, and listening deeply to your words, instead of just acting reactively and kneejerkingly like I did on this thread.
Anyway just to let you know, you have defintely changed my mind about ''suffering'' and how it really can be ended. I totally agree with you, because I really do understand what you are saying now, whereas before I wasn't even aware you had made videos, I did not really understand where you were coming from when you were talking about how suffering can be ended, but now I get you Roy.
So just wanted to clear this mess up, the one I made, and say I am so sorry Roy...You have changed my mind, about suffering, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I got it wrong Roy...I admit I got it wrong about the message you left here...I got it wrong, and I see that it was I here who was wrong...NOT YOU
Last night in your video, the one with curt and leo...you said something about the purpose of being is to get out of the game...is exactly how I see it too, that comment made perfect sense to me, and I had not realised that was what you are mostly talking about...and it wasn't until I watched that amazing video last night did I realise how RIGHT you are, and how I absolutely 100% agree with you Roy.
I'm just so ANGRY AND SAD about all the suffering that is life on earth...but listening to you last night in that video, changed everything, it made me see things differently, and only something you have said has caused that shift to happen in me.
I was the one not getting it Roy...not you, you really get it Roy, you really do...My bad Roy, my bad, I get so angry when I do not have to, and you showed me how not to be angry and sad Roy...so thanks.