bahman wrote: ↑Mon Apr 27, 2020 8:29 pm
Here I deduce the mind. Matter is deterministic, the free decision is not deterministic, therefore there is another entity that makes the free decision, so-called mind.
As you say, the above is a deduction - not an experience.
All I am saying is that all deduction, all ideas, all interpretations are not reality - you can feel the *pinch* (of arm), but no matter how "precise" the description, it will never be reality.
Thus, stating that something is deterministic or non deterministic is - while it might be (seemingly) valuable for our relativistic interpretation of the universe - ultimately an exercise in futility. Why? Because you are trying to explain "something" (reality) that is not a thing and thus neither deterministic nor not deterministic - it is beyond all interpretations. If you "once apprehended and experienced the self", as you said, then you would know and understand this to be true - you would see that the self is nothing but reality...
Anyway, yes, sure, you can build a conceptual model of this (your) world and label parts as deterministic and other part as non deterministic, but this is just a model - not reality...
bahman wrote: ↑Mon Apr 27, 2020 8:29 pm
Mind makes ideas.
Mind is itself an idea... An idea making ideas - why not
bahman wrote: ↑Mon Apr 27, 2020 8:29 pm
Real: Actually existing as a thing.
But reality is not a thing.
If it were a thing there would have to be multiple realities - as I stated before: if there is only one thing (aka reality) then this thing is not actually a thing (as all relativity is lost if there is only one "thing").
bahman wrote: ↑Mon Apr 27, 2020 8:29 pm
So I am no one. Please don't tell this to me.
It depends how you define yourself.
There is this collection of thoughts (people tend to call it "mind") which makes up the "ego", the individual person - but... are you this ego?
If so, what are you when all thoughts are gone? Do you still exist?
I would say, yes, you still exist, maybe not as the person you believe yourself to be, but hey ... you still are, right?
So... what is left once the "mind" (the person) is gone?
Maybe that's what you really are...
bahman wrote: ↑Mon Apr 27, 2020 8:29 pm
Persons care. They are part of reality.
Sure, persons might care (or not), but are they part of reality...?
To me, reality is that which is left once you stop interpreting, once you stop applying concepts to direct experience.
The person vanishes together with conceptual thought - as such, it cannot be real (but only thought up).
Reality is not personal at all - it is not divided into individuals - there is no personal point of view, no judgement at all...