I really hate being alive...it's an emotion that is of my own, it's a feeling about the life that is living as and through me, knowing it does not enjoy living. As me, I have absolutely no problem with accepting what I consider to be my birth right to accept that I do not like being alive. And it's also my right to not give a flying fuck whether other people judge me for not wanting to be here in life or not...I'm perfectly happy with what will always be my own reality, the way I see it to be...and do not care one iota what other people say about that, especially what you say about it.Age wrote: ↑Tue Jun 28, 2022 9:27 amThis is BLATANTLY OBVIOUS.Dontaskme wrote: ↑Tue Jun 28, 2022 9:18 amI have no idea what you are talking about, I do not understand you.Age wrote: ↑Tue Jun 28, 2022 9:12 am
You THINK or BELIEVE you answered 'what' question, EXACTLY?
And, what do you THINK or BELIEVE was your 'answer', to 'that question'?
But I did NOT want ANY thing OTHER than just your OPEN and Honest answer to the ACTUAL QUESTION I posed.
I did NOT want a REPLY, NOR an ANSWER, to what you ASSUMED I was asking you.
Can you TELL the DIFFERENCE between the TWO, now?
That you have absolutely NO idea, and respond with NONSENSE, was ALREADY VERY OBVIOUS.
What is ALSO JUST AS VERY OBVIOUS is that you have absolutely NO interest in GAINING, NOR even OBTAINING, absolutely ANY idea in what "others" SAY here.
Your ONLY INTEREST here is you EXPRESSING "your" OWN thoughts, and having them HEARD. Even if you HAVE TO REPEAT "your" 'self' OVER and OVER, AGAIN and AGAIN.
That is ALL THERE IS to 'what', EXACTLY?
Do 'you' REALLY get 'entertainment' from reading what is PURELY NONSENSE to you, and then REPLYING with back NONSENSE?
What is UNKNOWABLE to 'you', "dontaskme"?
Were you AWARE that 'Reality', Itself, REALLY IS KNOWABLE?
So I am just going to have to not even care..because I do not need to understand you, I understand me and that's all I care about.
You ONLY care about YOU, SO MUCH, that you even 'TRY TO' TELL "other" human beings to NOT PROCREATE and make babies.
It is like YOU WANT EVERY one "else" to NOT be INTERESTED in ANY thing OTHER than what "dontaskme" SAYS and CLAIMS is true.
It is like YOU have been SO ABUSED and NOT LISTENED TO as a child YOU are STUCK 'back there' just TRYING ALL you can to be HEARD, and LISTENED TO.
If you SAY and BELIEVE SO, then that is what "they ARE".AND, you have absolutely NO INTEREST in GAINING ANY CLUE, AT ALL EITHER.Well you should NOT have ANY 'problem' SAYING 'that'.
There is absolutely NOTHING 'hard' NOR 'problematic' about SAYING 'that'.
I do not understand why you are unable to just accept the fact that I do not enjoy living.
I come to this forum to entertain myself while I am waiting for this painful and miserable exit from this hell hole.
I have absolutely no interest whether people listen, or respond to any of my posts...If they do, then I will respond in kind...because that's what I am here for in the first place. But if they do not, makes no difference, I am still going to be here entertaining myself. I'm not trying to do anything, in fact what I am doing here is quite effortless, there simply is no TRY involved on my part, my posting here is all just happening by itself, effortlessly.