I'm frugal too.
And you are wrong about me lying. But if you believe I am lying then there is nothing I can do about that, neither do I care that you believe I do not believe that life is a horror.
You can believe whatever the fuck you want, that is your prerogative. Just as I believe life for sentient feeling beings is a horror, and so for me here, my belief is my truth. Truth cannot lie here.
So remind me again, what is it you are opposing? Are you opposing my belief that life is a horror. Then if you are, you have nothing to oppose, because you do not believe that I am telling the truth, you've already made up your mind that I am lying, so what are you actually opposing?
On the other hand, I do believe that you think I'm lying. But that belief changes nothing here, I'm still going to believe that life is a horror, and that would be my truth that you or anyone else could never take from me.
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