Veritas Aequitas wrote: ↑Sat Oct 05, 2019 5:18 am
The ignorant things you state above is due to the defense mechanism of the existence crisis which you are not aware of.
You are a coward in not daring to negate the SOURCE because your defense mechanism will trigger subliminal pains if your try to do so.
Whatever is the SOURCE to you is only a thought in your mind, you can learn to negate and give up what is merely thought and belief without losing anything real.
It is very obvious.
If you try to negate whatever is your SOURCE, you will immediate feel uneasy, uncomfortable but when you cling to the idea, it is comfortable and secure.
You are confusing the mind with source awareness. When you say to me ''...you can learn to negate and give up what is merely thought and belief without losing anything real...'' I perfectly understand that. But you are not understanding when I say you can negate thoughts and beliefs, but not the SOURCE of thoughts and belief.
The Source is not a thought or a belief in the mind. The Source has to be consistently available and prior to any thought or belief. Source is the dynamic space inbetween two thoughts that knows each and every thought as and when they arise in it. You first have to BE in order to be aware (think) + (know) you are being. CONSCIOUSNESS is primary...knowledge is secondary.
You are WRONG to say I'm wrong on my views about SOURCE. Source cannot be negated -
You are wrong to assume I'm uneasy, uncomfortable and insecure without Source.. in your own mind, you are perfectly right to say what you personally believe to be right, but you are wrong to project your belief onto another mind.
I perfectly understand that when 'thought' 'beliefs' or whatever are negated that source temporarily becomes latent, but that does not mean it's not there anymore, as there is no such state as NOTHINGNESS.
Therefore, conscious awareness and the contents, aka beliefs and thoughts arise in conjunction within the same instant when there is the desire, aka the DEMAND for knowledge.
So you are once again wrong in assuming I'm uneasy because it's the complete opposite with me, I'm uneasy sometimes at the idea I exist at all, although it's really fun when it's comfortable, but it sure is hell when it's not comfortable. It's uncomfortable for me sometimes because I know I cannot do anything about being, I cannot stop OR NEGATE myself from being, and I am uneasy and uncomfortable about that sometimes..So it's not the other way round like you like to assume.
And despite what you may think, I really do know what you are trying to say to me, I have been working on the sense of selfhood for nearly all my life, I've been shifting in and out of other dimensions since I was 4 years old, all the multiple dimensions of reality exist in the same place, namely, here now simultaneously...there is only HERE...heaven is right here and so is hell.
So I do get what you are saying, but I have my own unique reality to contend with, and that's all I care about. No one will ever change my mind about anything because I know truth. Jesus stated the truth is within and he was correct, seek and ye will find.
As for feeling uneasy at the thought of not wanting to negate SOURCE you are totally barking up the wrong tree with that idea, epecially when you aim it at someone like me, because your idea couldn't be farther that the truth in regard to how I feel about all this.
You have no argument with awakened people Veritas because there is no one there for you to bounce off.
Veritas Aequitas you can believe and say, do, feel or express anything you like, whatever feels right for you, but you can never project those ideas onto another mind as if your own beliefs are what's going on inside another mind. You have absolutely zero zilch access to another mind.
As for what I'm saying, it's all right and true for me as I am personally directly experiencing it through my being. So no matter how many times you try to refute or counteract what I am saying, let me tell you now, you will be wasting your time.
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