Actually, I don't feel guilty about being a woman, I embrace it. If I had a dispute with a man I was involved with, I would be forthright about it. Scheming is such a waste of time and effort.
I understand, but I'm not really talking about scheming, but behavior patterns that have developed over such a long time that they are now largely automatic, instinctual.
I am not a feminist and I have no desire to engage in any sort of warfare with other men or women, in fact I rarely mix with women.
Well, um, you are the person who started a thread whose intent seems to be to cast a negative judgment on porn, which as you've seen, puts you in to conflict with many men.
This I understand, but it is said so often and in such a blase way, that the meaning I think has fully escaped a lot of men. It is a proclamation of virility and manhood and that is natural.
I see it more as just a statement of a somewhat obvious fact about men.
I wrote a post about an experience (for want of a better word) I had with a young boy and it is a good example of what can happen if men's impulses are not disciplined. He was a sixteen year old boy, what if it was a 46 year old guy.
Apologies, I seem to have missed that one. Feel free to repeat it here if you wish, or link to it perhaps.
With love there is respect and if a man chooses to sit in front of a computer, masturbating, while his lover is in bed, maybe, waiting for him, I choose to see this as hurtful.
Ok, no problem. But you are leaving out many aspects of the actual reality of many people's lives. In another version of the story, the woman is in bed reading movie magazines, or organizing her to do list for the next day, and has long since lost interest in whether hubby comes to bed or not.
She doesn't want to have sex, and she doesn't want hubby having sex with anybody else, or using porn either. And if the man doesn't accept this lose/lose/lose equation, she tries to use guilt to enforce the plan, telling the man he is not a real man, a scoundrel, a horrible person etc.
I'm guessing that if there's a real woman in bed waiting eagerly for sex, the porn site usually can't compete with that.
You write "with love". As I've said, for men sex is often not about love, ie. emotional content. I think you may be confusing one party's perspective with some kind of universal truth.
This is not "manly" behavior.
Manly behavior is to mentally picture the cute checkout clerk bent over the side of the bed, even if you just met her 30 seconds ago. By "manly" I simply mean, what men do.
Some men are content to run these movies only in their head, while others seek to make these fantasies more tangible via computers etc.
But there are very few men who aren't routinely running the anonymous random sex with strangers movie in some manner or another. Yes, even philosopher egg head nerds!
Again, I'm not advocating this, or arguing for or against it. I'm just trying to understand and articulate the reality as best I can, that's all.
Hey, an idea. Perhaps you can invite some other gals to join us here, so the conversation doesn't become too one sided?