You can't reason your way out of depression Gary. And certainly not on a site full of agitators and trolls who are only here for self-gratification.Gary Childress wrote: ↑Fri Feb 24, 2023 9:28 pm There's nothing in this world I can say that would amount to anything, mean anything or count for anything. Philosophy is dead if it was even ever anything more than BS to being with. Philosophy is pointless. The world is a hopeless pit. If you don't want to agree with me, then please feel free not to respond. I'm tired of being blamed for my depression. I'm tired of people telling me to snap out of it or just be "thankful" or what a "****" I am or something. If you don't think the world is a hopeless pit, then go be merry or something and stop pissing on me in my threads. I know how I feel. I know why I feel it. The only thing I have left of value in this world is the ability to complain. So that's what I'm going to do. Please don't take that away from me also. I'm through apologizing or trying to make amends with anyone over things I say. Few seem to show me the kindness to do likewise toward things they say to me so apologizing and trying to make amends has been a waste also. And if God or Putin or Biden or anyone else wants to take us all to armageddon, then far be it from me to protest. Just do it. You run the show, not me. I tried to study philosophy and be a philosopher but it's not worth doing. There's no such thing as truth or wisdom, only opinion, and speculation. My mind is going, probably to early-onset Alzheimers. My mental health went a long time ago and it will not be "too soon" when life passes out of my body. This is not a good world we live in. If there is a god that presides over it, then it's not a good god. I'm sorry if you disagree, but that's my truth and you'll never understand it. Enjoy the world, you can have it, all 50 gazillion galaxies that will eventually rot in the sky and amount to nothing also--just like everything else in the universe.
Screw Philosophy; screw the world. Figure out if there's a way to get your happiness back. Pharmaceuticals might help.
If there's any consolation you have (sadly) arrived at this realisation too late in life. I've been there and I crawled out.
I wasn't joking when I suggested you look into psychedelic therapy. It's what helped me get back on my feet in my early 30s after anti-depressants didn't work.
Of course - talk to your mental healthcare practitioner.