I'll say whatever I like, as anyone else will say what they like, and is welcome to say it.
I simply have tried and failed to understand what you are talking about. Even when you clarify, that too is often incoherent and difficult for me to grasp, I simply have no idea as to what is being meant as said, or is being said as being someone else's irrefutable truth.
But I am neither fazed or bothered by this inability to understand other worldly takes and views on things, as I have my very own version of irrefutable truth that makes sense to me. But that does not negate or deny other people's views as to how they choose to see their world views. I am quite capable of knowing that everyone is entitled to their own knowledge as they understand and perceive it to be true and irrefutable according to their own personal ability to make it make sense to them.
When I interact with others in discussions to do with the likes of philosophy, I am merely just curious that's all, and not seeking anything other than the curiosity of how others see their own personal irrefutable truths, and how they put that into words for others to read. I have no problem if I do not comprehend or understand what is being explained to me, I am simply curious as to how each of us explains what it is we choose to explain as to the nature of philosophical discussion on the nature of reality.
For me, if everyone is right, then no one can be wrong. Or, if we just accept that no one is right or wrong, and there's just what we choose to say because it makes sense to us, then so be it, it is as it is.
Personally, I have no argument with myself.