I have meditated for a long time and sometimes it felt almost like a trance state where I experienced things that I hesitate to discuss for fear of being thought mad.
Nevertheless these experiences have helped to developed and cultivate my beliefs. Therefore in any discussion these experiences and resulting beliefs come into play.
Unfortunately, while trying to discuss these experiences, we don't seem to have the right words so we have to make do with what we do have. So here goes nothing.
There is nothing 'out there'. It's all in our head! It's what we do to Survive. We are quite amazing. Subconsciously we conger up whatever we need when we need it.
If we are suffocating in grief we may see or feel the presence of our loved one. If we are unable to cope with what we have created we might end up in a mental ward.
Whether brain damaged, mentally ill, or simply struggling with the loss of a loved one, we subconsciously create a scenario in our head as a way of dealing with it all - we do this in order to Survive. Not just for Jack, MysticRose or Typist to Survive but for the Soul, the Core Being to Survive. For whatever reason, I haven't got that far yet. I'm having trouble separating what I may have create from why I may have created it.
It’s all to do with Survival! But the survival of what part of us? It isn't necessarily about the survival of the body.
The "soul world" isn't perfect but it is a billion times better than this one but mistakes are still made - and we are the ones making them!
If that didn't make any sense I'm not surprised. It's difficult to find the right words in order to get this stuff across.
I hope I don’t get locked up in an asylum or put under house arrest like some of those poor bastards in history.
And the search for Truth goes on.